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There is nothing wrong in being...ME,dUde

well, i am just a simple guy, with a simple life, +i don't want to those girls that is very showy! bUT i lyk them when they try to graB maH hands..,{hehehe) +addicted to guitars, cellphones and music,can't live without them LOL!!! +not the typical guy who loves roaming around..! i just love staying at home and sound triping.. + couch pOtato..bit.!? hMp, + i hate POSERS! +the worst thing ever happened to me was i got heartbroken and what this taught me was to be loyal to my partner. +I can easily fall in love w/ someone who is sweet and understanding. +i like cute, cool, smart and charming girls. +the thing that makes me most angry is the people who are very judgemental .. +for me the secret to happiness is finding out who you are.. +If I was invisible for a day I would walk around nakEd..hehe +ei., want to be a piLOt.,! yeah..!
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my death will be....

anG nakaRAan.,anG nakalipas,anG mGa nanGyaRi dAmn!! ♥ *

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waLa lnG ibanG malaGAy ehh hehehe

Free Music - Music Lyrics ...yOu can neveR be mE.. ...yOu dOnt nEed EYes tO sEe... ...i doNt nEEd yOur sYmpathy... ...catCh me iF.,yOu caN...

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and the pRincE dies

Friday, April 27, 2007

..the lies you said... .!.

,,the lies you said

i wanted to hear every word you said

i didnt care i just needed it in my head

i didnt care if it was a lie

i dont care if it makes me cry

i remember when you told that we had to end

you wanted nothing to do with

you didnt want to be my friend

i went home and remembered every word you said

and i realized that i just wanted to be dead

so i grabbed your love notesand you shirt

and placed them by my bed

i took my gun and placed it to my head

i prayed to god before i died

that he would would forgive the fact that you lied

i pulled the trigger and felt a sharp pain

i then remember nothing

and i never will again..

fOr yOu maH princesS

haHaha i riLy ♥ pipOl lyk yOu

mwUah..

ciAo..bUbye..fUCk!

theEMOdied @ 3:56 PM!!

Friday, April 20, 2007

..crush

i dreamt of her again
she laid her lips on mine
oh and how when i awoke i wine
for it was a dream my face was in beam
for she is life
her looks cut through me like a knife
i find it tragic that i cannot work my magic
every other girl is easy
but with this girl i dont want to act sleazy
so i become shy
but im not that kind of guy
oh why why?
why am i afraid i cant keep my thoughts at bay
and all the people they say
he is lost
she is worth more then any cost
for i have many dollar but i want her here,
maybe even fixing my collar :D
when she walks by, oh how my eyes scream my my
i finally can speak and i wish to take a peak
at a few months away
will it still be this way
or will i find anew
time is swell
but things dont always go well
i hope this rings a bell
of your stomach so weak
when you see that someone that you wish
you could become one

theEMOdied @ 1:26 AM!!

all oF tHiSs?

dEhaDoO..!

liEs in maH hEAD..

hAir cUt..

uhM., naPaka-bORinG na baKAsyOn, unlyk laSt sUmeMer..dUNno y., peO lap8 naNaman pasuKan..hehe..xciTed na q.,! eUn punta ngA pla q baRber shOP yEsterDay..euN.. i lyk maH nEw haiR cuT nGa eHh..eUN lnG pOh for nOw..!! katamd maG pOSt.. tsKa inaAyOs kow kC aCCount kow sa mysPAce at mULtiply..!

theEMOdied @ 1:00 AM!!

Monday, April 9, 2007

unLucKy dAY..????

hmm..aGA kow nGcng,enrolmnt kc eh, nunG ku2nin pa lng unG caRd nitatamad na qOw,habA piLa eh.hehe.,tHen nung makuha ko na,oh anu toh? kabOom kita kow na,eUn di ko xpectEd., dun din pLa kow., haAyy.. thoUgh sum of mah clasm8 ei nawala., madAme amn din kme dun., kh8 papaanO., almost laht ng bOys ng hEra ei nandun,maSaya kc dun di bestfrnd ko at iba qng frnd. after nun.piLa na kme.,dme procEss., ehehe peO nataPOs ko din, xea nga eh mas mabilis nGeun unlike last2 yiR, eun paG dating ko sa hAuz kapagOd kea after kow kumain,TULOG!

theEMOdied @ 11:30 PM!!

Friday, April 6, 2007

maSaya...

uHmmm..ejO maAga kow nGcng kc nGa mEi faM oUting kme.eJo taGAl din biyahE naMen kahet sa antipOLo lnG last yiR nga lagUna kme ehH.,la wenta dUn peO ngeUn mas mAganda unG pLaCe ehehehe., dUmating kme dun mga 8:20 aTa xmpre bf muNA bgO ang lhAT., thEn mga 9 naG shOwEr na QOw paRA,

maGswimminG., uHUumm..wOosShh, tOink! ejO taGAl din aQ lumAngOy., mGa cgUro 11 nag-lunch na agad kme.. di qow nakakain ng mAayOs wla gana eh., taPos nun nAg-GM aQow pesTe ala cGNal asa bundOk na ngA akoW., taSk naG chArj akow ng cP sbi fULL a daw peO pag ka GM ko lOWbat na daw..baNgaG ang CP ko oh unG luGAr..? ahEhehe.swimminG uliT..nAgkasuGAt pa nGA ako ng di ko naMamALayan., naLAmn ko na lng nung nsa sHOwwer na qOw., haAaayy gnDa ng view d2 mei oVerlukinG ha3 kabOOmmMM.. btEt keA sUbranG laki nung reSort na eUn? hiRAp libutin., naGLakad-lakaD na nGa ako't laHAt wa-pek pa din..hAaayy., paG dtaing kow sa baHAy tulOg agad ako.. nGacng ng mGa 11:30 pm paRA maG dinner.,txt2 mUna.,ahihihi..daheL pagOd pa din khet nakatuLOg na., eUN nkAtuLoG pa din ng mahimbing ang inyOng prinsipE..

theEMOdied @ 8:35 PM!!

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

..gUdbYe...

Sitting inside my room thinking of you tossing and turning, don't know what to do how could i miss you, someone i hardly know this feeling's so weird, but it's starting to grow i know for sure i'm in control but when i think of you, i start to fall i know i should stop, but i don't know how so i'm writing this poem to release it all somehow love is a game, a game i could never win it cuts like a knife, it pricks like a pin i know if i'd love you, i'd soon feel the pain you're so far away and i'll be waiting in vain..

I hate myself, i hate my life,i wanna leave, i wanna die,i can't deal with all this pain it's the same thing day after day,nothing changes it never will the only way to stop this pain is with the bullet that lays in my hand.there's another opinion i can take i can call my friend and hope she's awake i don't know what to do i don't know what to say,i have to say my last good byes and hope that she doesn't cry.

Detached and hopeless lying on the ground,no one seems to care so I don't make a sound.Silently crying the world turns away,I called for help but my soul died today.I walk through the halls crying and wishing for love,I opened my arms and I was turned away,I don't understand why people are this way;The world is so ruthless, so cold, so unfeeling,I tried to stop but it all seemed so unbearable.So I turned my back and the world turned theirs,I sit and cry and no matter how hard I seem to try,All I really want to do is to die.Now is my turn to say goodbye..

i started this poem feeling so bluei'm ending it now with words that's so truegoodbye "love" maybe i'll see you someday'coz if we're meant to be "love will find a way"

theEMOdied @ 11:07 PM!!