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There is nothing wrong in being...ME,dUde

well, i am just a simple guy, with a simple life, +i don't want to those girls that is very showy! bUT i lyk them when they try to graB maH hands..,{hehehe) +addicted to guitars, cellphones and music,can't live without them LOL!!! +not the typical guy who loves roaming around..! i just love staying at home and sound triping.. + couch pOtato..bit.!? hMp, + i hate POSERS! +the worst thing ever happened to me was i got heartbroken and what this taught me was to be loyal to my partner. +I can easily fall in love w/ someone who is sweet and understanding. +i like cute, cool, smart and charming girls. +the thing that makes me most angry is the people who are very judgemental .. +for me the secret to happiness is finding out who you are.. +If I was invisible for a day I would walk around nakEd..hehe +ei., want to be a piLOt.,! yeah..!
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anG nakaRAan.,anG nakalipas,anG mGa nanGyaRi dAmn!! ♥ *

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Free Music - Music Lyrics ...yOu can neveR be mE.. ...yOu dOnt nEed EYes tO sEe... ...i doNt nEEd yOur sYmpathy... ...catCh me iF.,yOu caN...

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and the pRincE dies

Tuesday, April 3, 2007

..gUdbYe...

Sitting inside my room thinking of you tossing and turning, don't know what to do how could i miss you, someone i hardly know this feeling's so weird, but it's starting to grow i know for sure i'm in control but when i think of you, i start to fall i know i should stop, but i don't know how so i'm writing this poem to release it all somehow love is a game, a game i could never win it cuts like a knife, it pricks like a pin i know if i'd love you, i'd soon feel the pain you're so far away and i'll be waiting in vain..

I hate myself, i hate my life,i wanna leave, i wanna die,i can't deal with all this pain it's the same thing day after day,nothing changes it never will the only way to stop this pain is with the bullet that lays in my hand.there's another opinion i can take i can call my friend and hope she's awake i don't know what to do i don't know what to say,i have to say my last good byes and hope that she doesn't cry.

Detached and hopeless lying on the ground,no one seems to care so I don't make a sound.Silently crying the world turns away,I called for help but my soul died today.I walk through the halls crying and wishing for love,I opened my arms and I was turned away,I don't understand why people are this way;The world is so ruthless, so cold, so unfeeling,I tried to stop but it all seemed so unbearable.So I turned my back and the world turned theirs,I sit and cry and no matter how hard I seem to try,All I really want to do is to die.Now is my turn to say goodbye..

i started this poem feeling so bluei'm ending it now with words that's so truegoodbye "love" maybe i'll see you someday'coz if we're meant to be "love will find a way"

theEMOdied @ 11:07 PM!!